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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    3:03 am
    @@@@@You see, I ran into the woman and her two
    @@@@@You see, I ran into the
    woman and her two children that you were so interested in, remember them? It’s quite a story and I
    want to tell it to you in all its fascinating detailYou set them up to be killed, Dandy Randy, and
    that’s a no-no
    “I don’t know what you’re talking about! I’ve never heard of Montserrat or any woman with two
    childrenYou’re a desperate sniveling drunk and I’ll deny your insane allegations as the alcoholic
    fantasies of a convicted felon!”
    “Well done, CounselorBut denying any allegations made by me isn’t the core of your dilemma?”
    “A certain man in Paris, someone I didn’t realize was a living person, but I learned otherwise
    It’s somewhat murky how it came about, but a strange thing happened in MontserratI was
    mistaken for youwhat?” Gates was barely audible, his thin voice tremulousOdd, isn’t it? I imagine that when this man in Paris tried to reach you here in Boston,
    someone told him your imperial presence was out or away and that’s how the mix-up beganTwo
    brilliant legal minds, both with an elusive connection to a woman and her two children, and Paris
    thought I was you
    “What happened?”
    “Calm down, RandyAt the moment he probably thinks you’re dead
    “What?”
    “He tried to have me killed—you killedFor transgression,”
    “Oh, my God!”
    “And when he finds out you’re very much alive and eating well in Boston, he won’t permit a
    second attempt to fail!”
    “There may be a way out, Dandy Boy, which is why you must come and see meIncidentally,
    I’m in the same suite at the Ritz that you were in when I came to see youThree-C; just take the
    elevatorBe here in thirty minutes, and remember, I have little patience with clients who abuse
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
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    schedules, for I’m a very busy manBy the way, my fee is twenty thousand dollars an hour or any
    part thereof, so bring money, Randy
    ?? ?? ??
    He was ready, thought Bourne, studying himself in the mirror, satisfied with what he sawHe
    had spent the last three hours getting ready for his drive to Argenteuil, to a restaurant named Le
    Coeur du Soldat, the message center for a “blackbird,” for Carlos the JackalThe Chameleon had
    dressed for the environment he was about to enter; the clothes were simple, the body and the face
    less soThe first required a trip to the secondhand stores and pawn shops in Montmartre, where he
    found faded trousers and a surplus French army shirt, and an equally faded small combat ribbon
    that denoted a wounded veteranThe second, somewhat more complex, demanded hair coloring, a
    day’s growth of beard, and another constricting bandage, this bound around his right knee so tight
    he could not forget the limp he had quickly perfec
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    3:03 am
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    Then, without a pause, I dropped the black, picked
    up orange, and added workbootsThe orange was too
    bright, it made the boots look new when they
    weren't, but the idea was right
    I scratched at my right arm, scratched through my
    right arm, and got my ribs insteadI muttered
    "Fuck" under my breathBeneath me, the shells
    seemed to grate a nameAnd
    something was wrong clutch prada hereI didn't know where that
    sense of wrongness was coming from, but all at
    once the phantom itch in my right arm became a
    cold ache
    130
    I tossed back the top sheet on the pad and
    sketched again, this time using just the red
    pencilRed, red, it was RED! The pencil raced,
    spilling out a human figure like blood from a cut
    It was back-to, dressed in a red robe with chanel fake a kind
    of scalloped collarI colored the hair red, too,
    because it looked like blood and this person felt
    like bloodNot for me but -
    "For Ilse," I mutteredIs it
    the guy? The special-news guy?"
    There was something not right about the specialnews
    guy, but I didn't think that was what was
    creeping me outFor one thing, the figure in the
    red robe didn't look like a Tiffany Earrings guyIt was hard to
    tell for sure, but yes - I thoughtSo
    maybe not a robe at allMaybe a dress? A long red
    dress?
    I flipped back to the first figure and looked at
    the book the special-news guy was holdingI threw
    my red pencil on the floor and colored the book
    blackThen I looked at the guy again, and
    suddenly printed
    HUMMINGBIRDS
    131
    in scripty-looking letters pasha cartier above himThen I threw
    my black pencil on the floorI raised my shaking
    hands and covered my face with themI called out
    my daughter's name, the way you'd call out if you
    saw someone too close to a steep drop or busy
    street
    Maybe I was just crazy
    Eventually I became aware that there was - of
    course - only one hand over my eyesThe phantom
    ache and itching had louis vuitton men departe
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    3:03 am
    @@@@@They would do anything to help meI'd say I
    @@@@@They would do
    anything to help meI'd say I got hurt hiking or something… and then I'd find a way to be alone
    and I'd take as much as I could hideThink of it! I could get enough to heal everyone hereAnd Jamie would be fine! Why didn't I think of this before? Maybe it wouldn't
    have been too late even for Walter
    I looked up then, with shining eyesIt was just so perfect!
    So perfect, so absolutely right, so obvious to me, that it took me forever to understand the
    expressions on their facesIf Kyle's had not been so explicit, it might have taken me longer
    Even Jeb's poker face was not enoughHis eyes were tight with mistrust
    Are they insane? Can't they see how this would help us all?
    They don't believe meThey think I'll hurt them, hurt Jamie!
    “Please,” I whispered“It's the only way to save him
    “Patient, isn't it?” Kyle spit“Bided its time well, don't you think?”
    I fought the desire to choke him again
    He didn't meet my eyes“Even if there was any way we could let you outside, Wanda… I just
    couldn't trust drugs I don't understandHis system will fight this off
    “We'll go out again, Wanda,” Ian murmured“We'll find somethingWe won't come back until
    we do
    “That's not good enough The tears were pooling in my eyesI looked to the one person who
    might possibly be in as much pain as I wasYouknow I would never let
    anything hurt JamieYou know I can do thi
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    3:03 am
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    Christians United, that's the name of this here outfit, Gallagheh, CHRISTIANSUNITED, you get it, we're out to break the goddam conspiracy, what this country needs is some blood, y'afraid of blood? the big guy behind the desk asksHe has pale-brown eyes like panes of dull chloe bag glassWe gotta staart mobilizing and get ready, the International Jews is tryin' to get us to war, an' we gotta get them first, ya see the way they take away all the jobs, we let it go an' we won't have a fuggin chance, they're high up but we got our friends too
    He sells magazines on street corners (READ ABOUT THE BIG FOREIGN PLOT! GET FATHER KILIAN'S MAGAZINE AND LEARN THE TRUTH!), he goes to secret meetings, drills for an hour a week in a sporting club which uses old gucci replica Springfields
    What I wanta know is when we gonna staart, I wanta see some action
    Y' got to take it easy, Gallagheh, it takes time, we gotta get everything set up and then we can come out in the open, we're gonna get this country run right, you come in with us at the bottom and you're in(At night sometimes he cannot sleep, the thick lusting dreams, the quick ache in his chest I swear I'm gonna bust up if we don't
    The girl friend at last, the hormones no longer distilled into chanel classic bag vinegar
    You know, Gallagher says to Mary, you're really a swell kid, II get a bang outa talkin' to ya
    This is a swell night, Roy(Looking off across the beach, searching the lights of Boston Harbor, which flicker like star formations in an uncertain clouded skyShe picks up a handful of sand, and pours it on her shoe, the glare from the bonfire making her hair seem goldenHer slim long face, freckled and sad, seems pleasant, almost lovely
    Ya want me to toast a hot gold gucci watch dog?
    Let's just talk, Roy
    Around them, the couples with whom they have come have deserted the fire and are giggling in the shadowed hollows of the beachA girl screams in mock fright, and he strains at the noise; uncomfortable, he thinks he hears the liquid slapping sounds of love
    Yeah, it's been a swell night, he repeatsHe wonders if he can make love to her, and becomes suddenly shy(She ain't like that, she's the pure kind, a good religious girl He feels guilty with his replica balenciaga des
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    3:03 am
    @@@@@But the brother what was his name
    @@@@@But the brother what was his name anyhow?
    Oh,
    yes, Ross, that was itRoss was a man, and she'd never had any
    trouble charming menBabyless Margaret wasn't worth bothering
    about
    It wasn't likely she'd have any influence on Rhett
    Fiddle-dee-dee, what did any of them matter? It was his mother that
    Rhett loved so much, and his mother wanted them together, with a
    baby,
    two babies, a dozenRhett had to take her back
    Butler quickly on her cheek"I'm just longing for a baby, Miss
    EleanorWe'll convince Rhett, the two of us
    "You've made me very happy, ScarlettLet's go home now, it's only
    around the corner thereThen I think I'll have a little rest before
    dinner
    My committee is meeting at the house this afternoon, and I need to
    have
    my wits about meI hope you'll join us, if only for tea
    Margaret will be thereI don't want to pressure you to work, but of
    course if you were interested, I'd be pleasedWe raise money with
    cake sales and bazaars of handcrafts and such for the Confederate
    Home
    for Widows and Orphans God's nightgown, were they all the same,
    these Southern ladies? It was just like Atlanta
    Always Confederate this and Confederate thatCouldn't they admit
    the
    War was over and get on with their lives? She'd have a headache
    Scarlett's step faltered, then resumed its steady pace, matching MrsNo, she'd go to the committee meeting, she'd even work on
    the committee if they asked herShe was never going to make the
    mistakes here she'd made in AtlantaShe was never going to be shut
    out and lonely again, not even if she had to wear the Stars and Bars
    embroidered on her corsets"That sounds mighty nice," she s
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    3:03 am
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    “Américaine,” said the half-awake official“Are you beer on bizziness or playseeoor, madame?”
    “Je parle fran?ais, monsieurJe suis canadienne d’origine—Québec
    “Ah, bien!” The sleepy clerk’s eyes opened somewhat wider as he proceeded in French“You
    are in business?”
    “No, I’m notThis is a journey of memoriesMy parents came from Marseilles and both died
    recentlyI want to see where they came from, where they lived—perhaps what I chanel vintage missed
    “How extraordinarily touching, lovely lady,” said the immigration official, appraising the most
    appealing traveler“Perhaps also you might need a guide? There is no part of this city that is not
    indelibly printed on my mindI’ll be at the Sofitel Vieux PortWhat’s your name? You have mine
    “Lafontaine, madameAt your service!”
    “Lafontaine? You don’t say?”
    “I do indeed!”
    “How interesting
    “I am very interesting,” said the official, his cartier must 21 eyelids half closed but not with sleepiness, as his
    rubber stamps flew recklessly down to process the tourist“I am at your every service, madame!”
    It must run in that very peculiar clan, thought Marie as she headed for the luggage areaFrom
    there she would board a domestic flight to Paris under any name she chose
    Fran?ois Bernardine awoke with a start, shooting up on his elbows, frowning, disturbedShe’s
    on her way to Paris, I know Chanel Bracelets it! The words of the husband who knew her bestShe’s not listed on
    any flight from any other country coming into ParisParis: The operative word was
    Paris!
    But suppose it was not Paris?
    The Deuxième veteran crawled rapidly out of bed in the early morning light shining through the
    tall narrow windows of his flatIn fewer minutes than his face appreciated, he shaved, then
    completed his ablutions, dressed, and walked down into the street seamaster omega to his Peugeot, where there was
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
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    the inevitable ticket on the windshield; alas, it was no longer officially dismissible with a quiet
    phone callHe sighed, picked it off the glass, and climbed in behind the wheel
    Fifty-eight minutes later he swung the car into the parking lot of a small brick building in the
    huge cargo complex of Orly AirportThe building was nondescript; the work inside was discount fendi no
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    3:03 am
    @@@@@In any case, the fund has never been in
    @@@@@In any case, the fund has never
    been in danger of going broke and the taxes are
    paid like clockwork every year
    "Money talks, bullshit walks
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    "It's the truth He stood up, put his hands in
    the small of his back, and twisted it"Would you
    like to come up to the house and meet the boss?
    She should be arising from her nap just about now
    She has her problems, but even at eighty-five
    she's quite the babe
    This wasn't the time to tell him I thought I
    already had met her - briefly - courtesy of my
    answering machineWhen the hilarity
    subsides"Walk down tomorrow afternoon, if you
    like I held out my hand
    againHe shook it again, looking at the stump of
    my right arm as he did so
    "No prosthesis? Or do you just leave it off when
    you're not among the hoi polloi?"
    I had a story I told people about that - nervepain
    in the stump - but it was a lie, and I didn't
    want to lie to WiremanPartly because he had a
    nose attuned to the delicate smell of bullshit,
    but mostly because I just didn't want to lie to
    him
    231
    "I was measured for one while I was still in the
    hospital, of course, and I got the hard sell on it
    from just about everyone - especially my physical
    therapist and this psychologist friend of mine
    They said the quicker I learned to use it, the
    quicker I'd be able to get on with my life-"
    "Just put the whole thing behind you and go on
    dancing-"
    "Yes
    "Only sometimes putting a thing behind you isn't
    so easy to do
    "Sometimes it's not even right," Wireman said
    "That isn't it, exactly, but it's I trailed
    off and seesawed my hand in the air
    "Close enough for rock and roll?"
    "Yes," I said"Thanks for the cold drink
    "Come on back and get another oneI only take the
    sun between two and three - an hour a day is
    enough for me - but Miss Eastlake either sleeps or
    rearranges her china figurines most of the
    afternoon, and of course she never misses Oprah,
    so I have timeMore than I know what to do with,
    232
    actuallyWho knows? We might find a lot to talk
    a
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    3:03 am
    @@@@@My hands started to shakeI could allow
    @@@@@My hands
    started to shakeI could allow that, now that it was overNow that I'd succeeded
    “All souls are friends,” I told him, using my normal volume
    “Are you all right?” he demanded again
    I stretched my left arm across my body, so he could see the tiny pink line
    He sucked in a surprised breath
    The blanket rustled; he sat up and then climbed through the space between the seatsHe
    pushed the backpack out of the way, then pulled it onto his lap, testing its weight
    He looked up at me as we passed under a streetlamp, and he gasped
    “Your face!”
    “It's healed, too
    He raised one hand, holding it in the air near my cheek, unsure“Does it hurt?”
    “Of course notIt feels like nothing happened to it in the first place
    His fingers brushed the new skinIt tingled, but that was from his touchThen he was back to
    business
    “Did they suspect anything? Do you think they'll call the Seekers?”
    “NoI told you they wouldn't be suspiciousThey didn't even check my eyesI was hurt, so
    they healed me
    “What did you get?” he asked, opening the drawstrings on the backpack
    “The right things for Jamie… if we get back in time…” I glanced at the clock on the dashboard
    automatically, though the hours it marked were meaningless“And more for the futureI only
    took what I understoo
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    3:03 am
    @@@@@ "What do ya mean ya took the
    @@@@@
    "What do ya mean ya took the money?"
    "Oh, it wasn't so hard, if you watched the anglesI was the bookkeeper there and we were taking in a thousand dollars a day in repairsI just took the money out of the till, and I held over to the next day the Work Completed slips on three cars which had repairs totaling up to the three hundred bucksThose cars had gone out that afternoon, and I had to hold them over in the books so the receipts for that day on work completed and paid for wouldn't show a holeThen the next day I checked them out in the books and held over another three C's worth
    "How long did ya do it for?" Brown asked
    "For two whole weeks, how do ya like that? There was a couple of days when we only had a couple of cars being paid for, and I was sweating blood 'cause by the time I took out the three hundred there wasn't much leftOf course I carried over the receipts from the day before that I didn't credit, but there was so few cars it would have showed up kind of funny if anyone had looked at the books that day
    "Well, how'd you get out of it?" Brown askedAfter we bought the furniture I took out a loan for three hundred with that as security, and then I just slipped the three hundred back in a couple of days, and paid off the loan in monthly paymentsBut I had the furniture dirt-cheapAnd maybe it didn't make some good impression on peopleI never woulda had it, if I didn't take the chance
    "That was pretty good," Brown admittedHe was impressed; this was a facet of Stanley about which he had been ignorant
    "It took a lot to do it, I'll tell ya," Stanley saidHe was remembering the nights he had lain awake worrying during those two weeksHe had suffered from any number of fears which attacked him in the nightHis manipulations had become confused and impossible in the black hours of the morning; he would go over and over in his mind the changes he had made in the books and they would seem in error to him; he would become convinced he would be discovered the next dayHe would try to concentrate, and find himself repeating an addition in his mind over and over again"Eight plus thirty-five makeseight plus thirty-five makes three and carry one His stomach had become upset, and he could hardly eat any foodThere would be times when he woud lie sweating in his bed, completely conquered by despair and anxietyHe wondered that everyone did not know what he was doin
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    3:03 am
    @@@@@ "Don't worry, she hasn't gone madThe best
    @@@@@
    "Don't worry, she hasn't gone madThe best sausage in the world is
    for sale on Saturdays onlyThe man who makes it
    was a footman of ours when he was a slave
    After
    he was freed, he added Brewton for a last nameMost of the slaves
    did
    that-you'll find all of Charleston's aristocracy here as far as names
    goOf course there's a good number of Lincolns, tooCome walk with
    me, ScarlettI've got to get my vegetables
    Sally stopped before a table of onions"Where the devil is Lila?-oh,
    there you areScarlett, this tiny young creature, if you can credit
    it, runs my entire household as if she were Ivan the TerribleButler, Lila, Mister Rhett's wife The pretty young maid bobbed
    a curtsey"We needs lots of onions, Miss Sally," she said, "for the
    artichoke pickles I'm putting up
    "Do you hear that, Scarlett? She thinks I'm senileI know we need
    lots of onions," Sally grabbed one of the brown paper bags from the
    table and began to drop onions into itScarlett watched with
    dismay
    Impulsively, she put her hand over the mouth of the bagBrewton, but those onions are no good
    "No good? How can onions be no good? They're not rotten or
    sprouting
    "These onions were dug up too soon," Scarlett explained"They look
    fine enough, but they won't have any flavorI know, because it's a
    mistake I made myselfWhen I had to run our place, I planted
    onions
    Since I didn't know anything about growing things, I dug up a batch as
    soon as the tops started to brown, afraid they were dying and would
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    3:03 am
    @@@@@“Holland’s got some explaining to
    @@@@@“Holland’s got some explaining
    to do
    “Reaching Langley wouldn’t help—”
    “What?”
    “It’s too early; it’s barely seven o’clock in the States, but not to worry, I can bypass Conklin
    again reached into a pocket and withdrew a small notebook
    “Bypass?” cried Bourne“What kind of double talk is that? I’m close to the edge, Alex, those
    are my children over there!”
    “Relax, all it means is that I’ve got his unlisted home number Conklin sat down and picked up
    the phone; he dialed
    “ ‘Bypass,’ for Christ’s sakeYou relics of outmoded ciphers can’t use the English language
    Bypass!”
    “Sorry, Professor, it’s habitOpen your eyes and wake up, sailorWe’ve got
    complications
    “I don’t have to wake up,” said the voice from Fairfax, Virginia“I just got back from a fivemile
    jog
    “Oh, you people with feet think you’re so smart
    “Jesus, I’m sorry, AlexI didn’t mean—”
    “Of course you didn’t, Ensign Holland, but we’ve got a problem
    “Which means at least you’ve made contact
    “He’s standing over my shoulder and we’re calling from the Soviet embassy in Paris
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    “What? Holy shit!”
    “Not holy, just Casset, remember?”
    “Oh, yes, I forgotWhat about his wife?”
    “Mo Panov’s with herThe good doctor’s covering the medical bases, for which I’m gratefulAny other progress?”
    “Nothing you want to hear, but you’re going to hear it loud and clear
    “What are you talking about?”
    “The Jackal knows about the Tannenbaum estate
    “You’re nuts!” shouted the director of the Central Intelligence Agency so loudly that there was a
    metallic ring on the transoceanic line“Nobody knows! Only Charlie Casset and mys
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    3:02 am
    @@@@@She took a skewered shrimp, but
    @@@@@She took a skewered shrimp, but refused
    595
    the champagneHe held out the glass to me instead,
    waiting until I swallowed the last of my hors
    d'oeuvre and took itThen he clinked his own
    against it
    "Congrats, boss - you rocked the houseA critic I can actually
    understand I swallowed the champagne (a swallow
    per flute is all there was) and turned to Juanita
    "You look absolutely beautifulEdgar," she said, and glanced around
    "These pictures are nice, but yours are much
    better
    Jack handed Juanita another shrimp"Will you
    excuse us a couple of seconds?"
    "Of course
    Jack drew me to the side of a splashy Gerstein
    sculptureKamen asked Wireman if they could
    stay behind a little at the libe after the joint
    cleared out
    "He did?" I felt a tickle of concern"Why?"
    "Well, he spent most of the day getting down here,
    and he said that him and airplane heads really
    don't get along"He told Wireman
    596
    he'd been sitting on something all day and sorta
    wanted to climb down off it in peace
    I burst out laughingYet I was also touchedIt
    couldn't be easy for a man of Kamen's size to
    travel on public transportand now that I
    really considered the matter, I guessed it would
    be impossible for him to sit down in one of those
    paltry airplane bathrooms at allTo stand up and
    take a leak? MaybeHe
    simply wouldn't fit
    "Anyway, Wireman thought Mr
    Said you'd understand
    "I do," I said, and beckoned Juanita ov
    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    3:03 am
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    21
    Jane Austen
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    22
    Mansfield Park
    “I shall be very sorry to go away,” said she, with a faltering voice
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    Fanny left the room with a very sorrowful heart; she could not feel
    the difference to be so small, she could not think of living with her
    aunt with anything like satisfactionAs soon as she met with Edmund
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    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
    3:03 am
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    256
    Mansfield Park
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    257
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    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    33
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